Saturday, May 10, 2008

Rambling Thoughts

At work once again… Bored out of my mind. As you may have noticed I have been writing more journal entries since I have started the night shift, good or bad there you go. When I first started this blog I was writing a entry a day and posting just a few pictures gradually the focus shifted more and more pictures got posted and fewer and fewer journal entries made their way online. Mostly because I was lazy I will freely admit it. It is much easier to post a bunch of photos sometimes than to actual take the time to express things in the written word. Plus posting the pictures usually leads to me jacking off and that is never time wasted.

Part of the problem is sometimes I just blank out on things to say. I do think of things through out the day but then when I get in front of a computer it just seems stupid. Such as this my left nipple has been so sensitive the last few weeks. I can’t stop playing with it, I find my self just randomly pinching and flicking it during the day or while driving etc. All the playing wit it just makes it more sensitive and the cycle continues. See what I mean out stupid thoughts? Another one If you drink water while peeing does that count as an example of the water cycle?

Okay so you know I like a hot guy with a tattoo, but sometimes it can be taken to far or just plain horrifying. So here are some examples of erection wilting tattoos.








Birthday Bonin'





Birthday wishes










I need a birthday blow job










Friday, May 9, 2008

Midnight

Oh my heavens, this work environment seems to get more and more toxic every day. One of my co-workers sent out an email telling people about a community event happening this weekend. (Comics) and this started a huge mess. First he was told that was not appropriate to send out and not to do it again, even though others do send out stuff like this all the time. Then he was called in to be reprimanded by the higher ups and then again by other higher ups who wanted him to not only be written up but more than that to happen. So apparently all day long there were meetings about this and what to do. One good thing about graveyard I miss all this crap. Also they won’t let me take off my birthday even though it would be unpaid. So here I am midnight at work happy birthday to me. I can only take leave if I have accumulated sick or annual leave unless a documented emergency. I have never seen such toxic management before. Only fuels my desire to be out of here as soon as possible. That and the aches my body is giving me. All I do is sleep and work and I still feel exhausted.

I don’t mean to complain so much, I am grateful I have a job, I really am. With the way the country is now I am lucky to have the job I do and the pay I am getting. I know that and I light a candle in gratitude still. I am just too tired to think straight and that was hard enough to do before being gay and all. Hahaha oh lordy I am so tired I am getting all punny, not a good sign.

B&W